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staying POSITIVE!:D

jinliang — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 18:44:52 +0000

no matther what is in my mind now, i’m going to put it aside. i’m not going to let all this thing start pulling me down! being a GOOD leader we must be able to lead ourselves (self-leadership)! and i must first do it EXTREMLY well, before i ask others to do it!(: i want to lift up all my things to You alone!(: haha i really feel so much better now! haa whenever i add a new post, after that i feel so fresh, but blogging is just a way to vein my stress out. after all is You who will really heal all my wounded wounds!(: thank YOU! i must continue running after You!:D

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jinliang — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 17:40:49 +0000

SIGH! really got alot to blog about, but at the moment i feel so down and emotion! i have told myself to change, but i’m not making any effort at all and i knew it all along! i’m really really disappointed with myself. when will i reach the level of self actucllization or i even cant?! i want to reach to that level where i know my full meaning of life, my potential or knowing how to control myself even more etc… because Maslow say that reaching the highest level which is the level of self actullization sound easy, but its actually something difficult, because not everyone can reach that level and that person will just pass away. but now all i need to do is to FOCUS on God alone, only He will bring me to such a level where i cannot! and really trust in Him alone. so i’m going to give it a try again, i fall but now i’m getting back onto my feet to walk with You. let me go back to Your first love again. SORRY!:| actually i know what i’m doing, just that i dont care of what i’m doing at all.. so now every single things that i say and do, i will think twice before saying and doing it, before i start blaming on others and myself again and again, and baring the whole lot of consequsers of what i have done and said wrongly. let me eat the humble pie and be MORE like Christ!:D thank You LORD!(:

beware of SLEE STAK!O.O

jinliang — Sun, 21 Jun 2009 13:51:18 +0000

can i be a geisha? they are so beautiful! but i also want to be a doll! too bad my skin is not white enough!):

haha went over night with 2 crazy girls! we went over to bugis to watch mignight movie: The Land Of The Lost. i tell you uh, this movie is really good. must go and catch it k!( haha maybe is because the whole place is ours). at first when we went into the movie theatre to take a look at our seat, and getting ready for the movie. we found out that we’re the only 3 retared inside watching that movie, and our seating is in the middle! haha we was so scare and when the lights was off, we started shouting inside and we just sit at anywhere which is not our seats! hahahaha it was so FUN!(: ya but i done something i never done before and i was so unglam!:s haa but it is really very shiok, woohoo!:D i want go overnight again (too bad none of us have camera, so didnt took any picture). ya if recently you’re hurt by the things that i say, please forgive me k! i found out this few days i’m having attitude problem!! i really must make a decision to change from inside out!(: i know i can and i will change for the better!:D ya forgive me!): and i lost my phone, but i got another number already : 9*7*3*2*! haha if you want my number ask from me!(:

speechless!T,T

jinliang — Fri, 12 Jun 2009 18:26:14 +0000

i really have nothing to say, but really need to hold on to You tightly! i really wanna lift up everything to you, cause the ache in the back is getting worse! i hope that i can always walk with You. and i promise You that the love i give You will be different from others. cause You loved me first.(:

~!@#$%^&*()_+(:

jinliang — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 18:31:19 +0000

haa today was a day where He wanted me to stand up and make a decision. all the things that i’m running/hiding away, had came back. but my decision is not to give up! and i got to press in even more!(: i believe with Him i can do it. so i got to be thick skin and thin heart! haa i will be strong and cheerful like i’m always like. thank You!:D (sometime when i look into the mirror i got a shock! cause i though i saw a ghost. but actually it was my reflection!:S)

i’m a jelly!:S

jinliang — Mon, 08 Jun 2009 15:15:48 +0000

haha recently have been very restless in the ward! i feel so tired, everything that i do was like so slow! haa i also dont know why:/ maybe not enough rest. ya here’s a short update for you and myself. sunday took some picture, here are 3 for you to see. haa okay end of my post!(:

i’m crazy!

jinliang — Sat, 30 May 2009 20:49:38 +0000

haa i look funny in this picture! ya it was great to be attach to GeylangPolyclinic!(: is tiring, but over there got really good nurses! haa i’m really crazy recently, if i had say anything that hurt you i hope you’ll forgive me! God is trying to enlagre my capacity, so i got to know what is right and what is wrong and really make the right decsion, to really change or stay to the same. so give Him some time to enlagre me! and i will be able to contain even more! yeah! really love going into your pressence, and i enjoy reading and understanding your word, cause it give me the knowledge that i need!(: but i also know that there is more to read up on. just wanna say that you’ll always be my 1 and only Heavenly Father! i love You!:D

the love You given.

jinliang — Sun, 24 May 2009 17:48:56 +0000

haa just a short update about myself!:D tmr 25th may, monday, i will be going geylang polyclinic for 1 week only. after the 1 week in poly i will go back to my CHG; ward 46 and will be helping and serving for 3 weeks, thn go back to ward 45 for 1 week and my attachment for 1.1 will end! YEAH! woooooooots!:D

NOW i got His love and strength and there’s nothing much that i wanted already. like i always do in the past i will ask myself will He forgive me and love me again?:\ He gave me an answer: He told me that everyday of my life, He’ll love me more each day. i shall clear away all the doubt(s) that is in me and really Love Him w all my heart, soul and mind. from now on i will work hard and do things w enthusiastic. He have given me the gift of caring and serving so i want to really serve and care Him and the people around me!(: so i’m gonna LOVE everyone like how He have loved me!!!:D i’m reconnect to You again!(: woots.

“shortie nurse”

jinliang — Thu, 14 May 2009 18:25:54 +0000

yo! haha i’m going back attachment this coming monday! so 3 weeks holiday became 2 weeks only, it means i will still have my 1 week holiday in june!(: my tcher said that the new ward we’re going to have is not easy, so i’m getting all ready for it. now i’m just going to keep my body fit and do not fall sick! but now i’m having slight running nose:( but is okay it will be fine! ya i’m gonna keep myself moving forward! i cant stop at a place for too long if not i will start rotting. i need more improvement in areas that i’m real weak, but i believe that He’ll strengthen me in areas that i’m weak and make me STRONG!!! and i got to really rest well, my bad habit is back again! i will sleep aroung 10pm++ and wake up at 12am++ to do my stuff. haha if i continue my life like this i will not survive long for my attachment lo! but is cool!:) hahaha okay that’s all. kind of miss alot of FRIENDS! bye;)

why like this?!):

jinliang — Tue, 05 May 2009 12:25:02 +0000

T,T i will not have my JUNE HOLIDAY!!!!! cause due to swine flu i had to stop my attachment. at first they say stop for 1 week and will see how it goes! but didnt did i know that they extend to 3WEEKS!!!! so i’m so called having my “june holiday” now)): ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why??! i dont want. i want my attachment! okay never mind, i shall really make full use of my 3 weeks before i regret!;p i can get use to changes 1 okay!((: okay here’s a short update. hahaha ask me out okay!(: no need to be shy. that’s all byebye!(: